So so so. Here I am. Sitting at home contiplating what I should do. I thought Madison was for me, but it's not. I am so bored here. People suck here and never want to go out and I fell as if i have no really true friends. So I think I'm going to move on once again to find ME. Graphic design is no longer ME. I wish I could just tell someone my ideas since I obviously can't paint nor draw them very well. thanks to one teacher I have no motivation to get up anymore and go to class because I suck at life pretty much. I know what I want but can't seem to get it on paper. Ugh.